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Posted 5 months ago

Idk if it’s my mood swings or I’m just really falling apart right now. Grades are horrible, my teacher gave me such a low grade on a quiz I put so much work into and thought I did well on, which really brought my grade down, finals are coming up, I miss my bestfriend, and now I don’t have hope of it all going back to normal. I don’t have anyone to turn to or talk to about this and it’s just all bundled up inside me. What do I do… :/

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Posted 7 months ago

Something that really pisses me off:

When a guy says they like you a lot but they put no effort in it. Like wtf. This has happened to me soo many times in the past. A guy says they like me but they’re either too shy to do anything or they get nervous. Sick of it. I’d like to have a guy who can be real with me. Just have that natural bond and I can be real with them too.

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Posted 10 months ago

Why can’t parents just respect their child’s privacy?

Like fuck, whenever my parents, ‘specially my mom, has the chance to snoop around my shit, she does it and then awkwardly brings up what she saw/read. Geez! I wish my mom just trusted me and didn’t have to snoop around my shit. -.- It’s not like I fuckin’ lie to her or sneak around. I’m fuckin’ innocent! Ugh, annoyed.

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Posted 10 months ago

I hate these points in my life.

Where I’m just at a downfall and whenever I’m not distracted by friends or dance, I think to myself and cry. Like honestly, it hurts enough that this happened but it hurts way more since it’s towards someone I’ve grown close to.

Screw this BS. I have no good luck with guys anyways. EVER. I might as well turn fuckin’ lesbian. Guys screw me over. -.- Always. I guess I’m just one of those unlucky people that can never have something special happen in their life. Not even for a good 2 seconds.

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Posted 11 months ago

Sooo fuckin’ annoyed with my parents right now. Especially my mom.

I do everything they fuckin’ say and they still give me shit cause of my grades. It’s not like I could do anything about them now. I feel soo unappreciated, fuck. I barely go out anymore but they’re still like “I let you go out last saturday.” That was like how many days ago??? It’s summer! I don’t wanna waste my it staying home, eating, gaining weight, sleeping, using the computer, and doing chores. I wanna fuckin’ go out. UGH! Just soo damn annoyed and feeling unappreciated.

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Posted 11 months ago

Pretty pissed off right now.

(I feel like I’m annoying people so I’ll just vent about it here.)

So since I’m pretty sure there’s no practice this weekend, I won’t be at practice til fuckin’ July 9th! I’m soo sad/mad! That’s like a fuckin’ month without seeing my team or dancing! UGH! I’m missing practice cause next saturday, I’m going to Modesto for some family gathering shit. (Gonna try to get out of going.) Then the sunday afterwards is Father’s Day, so we prolly won’t have practice. THEN, the weekend after, I’m going to Seattle/Canada for the week then the weekend after that is July 4th weekend, which means camping. It sounds like forever til I’m back at practice! We still gotta work on BOTH of my pieces in the set and I’m positive they won’t wait for me to get back to work on them… :/ That means 2 whole pieces to catch up on… And they’re mine! They’ll be blocking my pieces without me. :( Ugh… I just straight up hate missing practices too! I’ve already missed like 3 practices recently too!

Ughh… Mad.

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Posted 1 year ago

Been getting pretty stressed within the past few hours.

Haven’t finished packing, studied, or done any hw, and I don’t even feel confident to go on stage for USJ when it’s only a day away! Just came back from a late practice. We didn’t even accomplish much and honestly, I thought it was a waste of time. I could’ve spent that time doing what I had to do. And even worse, I fucked up on my hair big time. Tried trimming my “bush” but that didn’t go a planned and now Francis has to fix it. Hopefully before USJ. Just ahhh, soo much shit to get done in soo little time! AND I have 2 tests tomorrow. I’m fuckin’ stressed as fuck! AHHH! Time go slower please! Funny how just a few hours ago, I wanted it to be in Anaheim and now, I’m in need of more time to pull myself together. Ughh… Let’s just hope I can survive tomorrow, let everything go, and enjoy my time in Anaheim.